Trust Company

So this time
I am the one to blame
The last time
I Almost drown
It did not feel the same
And Now I am
Withholding all the pain
and I Still remember how
i hurt myself
when i shut this all away
this time no one can hear me
as im screming on the floor
i feel so far away from healing
so im stepping back inside
stepping back inside of me
this time the voice is screaming