Trust Company

I slipped away further from you trying to find what is real,
You're somebody else that I never knew, and someone that I can't feel.
I shut it away I keep it in me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive?
So you take me and you break me, and you see I'm falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there's no other feeling.
I slipped away closer to me the only thing that is real.
I'm falling behind and now I can see your absence helps me heal.