Memphis May Fire

Drowning myself every night
Me versus Me has always been my biggest fight
I've been so confused for so long
And the answers always seem so far out of sight
So I fill it up
Fill it up one more time
So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right
I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light!
I just want to feel whole again
So I can let you in
I just want to feel whole again
I just want to feel whole!
Oh where is my self control
Where is my self control
I've been thinking this could be the end of me
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
I never thought this would be me
But now I'm on the verge of self destruction!
How could this happen to me?
I've never been the type to run from anything
Run from anything!
So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
My father didn't raise me to become this
Where did I go wrong?
There is not much left of me
I can't feel the ground beneath my feet!
There is not much left of me!
I let everyone around me down