This Providence

My world is falling apart.
I was a fool, I never saw it coming.
Oh no, no.
My life is a card house.
A delicate construction
With no regard for the wind.
Everythings changing.
Oh everybodys changing.
And I dont know how much more I can take.
I thought I had everything under control.
I couldnt have been more wrong.
I thought I held my world in my hands.
Until it broke and I awoke from this foolish dream.
I put so much of myself in everything else.
Yeah in everything else.
It was a dream come seemingly true.
Torn at the seams revealing a nightmare.
I thought I had everything under control.
I couldnt have been more wrong.
I thought I held my world in my hands.
Until it broke and I awoke from this foolish dream.
I thought I had everything under control.
I couldnt have been more wrong.
I thought I held my world in my hands.
Until it broke my heart.
Everything I loved had changed.
Coffee and cigarettes cant save me.
No, its a hope where theres no chance of a hope in the world.
That Im hoping for.
I thought I had everything under control.
I couldnt have been more wrong.
I thought I held my world in my hands.
Until it broke and I awoke from this foolish dream.
I thought I had everything under control.
I couldnt have been more wrong.
I thought I held my world in my hands.
Until it broke my heart.
Everything I loved was flawed.
[ Card House Dreamer Lyrics ]