This Providence

"Sorry I'm just tired," you said
I made a scene and you replied,
"Sorry that I'm tired,
But can I just see you smile?"
What was going through my head,
As we laid on the phone in our beds?
Always felt like you were wrong.
Sorry you're tired,
'Cause I've been keeping you up half the night,
And bathing in your tears,
I've been oh so scared to lose you,
I'm holding on too tight,
While I've been spoon fed,
My fears
If only I could love the way you do,
You forgive me in a heartbeat,
Of this heart that beats for you.
Well tomorrow's a new day
And I can't wait, I can't wait
To prove myself to you.
I'll prove myself to you,
I'll prove myself to you,
I'll prove myself to you,
I'll prove myself to you.