Taproot

Jealousy is raining down on me right now
As the fear of losing you is setting in
But ill continue to do my best
Although its scary
Wondering if this will be the very first time to lose
And not to win
And I've got no back up plan
But Im not a quitter
I'm not a quitter
Im trying to scream but I cant breathe
Can anybody hear me?
Im trying to dream but I cant sleep
Can anyone shield me?
I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself
My prides in the shitter
But I
Won't quit, never quit
Confidence is coming back to me right now
As the strength to earning you is coming to
Cause Ive continued to do my best