Taproot

What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
SELF deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me?
Fuck it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes I feel my self esteem is low
Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
And if I wasnt me
Id still just laugh at me
And point the finger