Suicidal Tendencies

Theres a cold wind in the winter of my mind
A season that lasts through all changes in time
I try so hard sometimes
I wish there was a raincheck on tomorrow
Not ready to deal with what I dont wanna find
Struggling along, just to hold on
I just wanna know why is it me
In a tear there is a message frome heart
Detached frome good its the hope gone astray
I cry so hard sometimes
Too scared to think what will bring tomorrow
Already much more than I can handle today
I cant breathe, suffocate as i7m buried by hate
And so sadly I learn theres no justice to fate
I just wanna know why is it me
Losing the race with thoughts out of place
I just wanna know why is it me
You aint got a monopoly on sorrow
You know plenty has made it my way
You aint got a monopoly on sorrow
Theres plenty that feel just the same
Theres a pain so insane that I fight but cant tame
And my mind battles on as my body lies lame
I can7t feel the feel but it feels like it hurts