Suicidal Tendencies

Father forgive me for I know not what I do
I tried everything, now I'll leave it up to you
I don't wanna live, I don't know why
I don't have no reasons, I just want to die
I'm a suicidal failure, I gotta have some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself
Tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
I'm barely just 19, but my life I will retire
I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done
I'm a suicidal failure, I gotta have some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself
I took all my mothers sleeping pills