Suicidal Tendencies

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no ones around
Silently screamimg I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I cant explain
The same with my pain
Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death
Am I living or am I dead
The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved-just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that Ive had