Noumena

I've waited for this night in shame
They say, it's the grace
of the great anonymous doom
Don't help me, I'm not falling yet
For woe, I won't forego
the moment of great anonymous doom
Still awake, it may take all day
So silent and slow, like infinite flow
The fuel of great anonymous doom
Not for me a wish
For hope or for mirth
I long to be tied in a coil of rebirth
Absent and pale