Noumena

I would come back to say the words
but I dream of a little sacrifice
that will alter my destiny's place in life
I can see, the autumn leaves have fallen for me
in the end there's nothing but this solution
When destiny fails, will my pain fade away?
I see no point in going on
Will my heart encounter the trembling stars?
My pretended guilt bleeds for eternity,
for an obsolete, fragmented mind
Why can't I deny my frailty,
a crave for everything that is denied
Take me away, shattered illusion
to the settlement of the most
Bring back all my outcast emotions
devastate my empty flicker of hope
I have no one in this life
I will congricate all my fragmented thoughts
with vacant stare I will burn them away