Just Went Black

Looking at myself
i never felt that weak before
through eyes of compassion
i see, i see, i see, i seeeeeee
a bitter old man
who is trying to adore
the young lovers
the young beautiful
i keep on trying
it will break me down one day
this old body
is ready to face the pain
digging into my last remains of self-esteem
howling - at the dead moon, departed ego
digging my hole, burying MYSELF
its coming closer, can feel my own decay
bleeding dry - dying restless
EMPTINESS EMBRACING her loyal son
STARING AT NOTHING, staring at nothing
replacing my life with solitude
this fragile laughter is killing me
its killing me, its killing me, its killing me
light-hearted minds, red flesh, blue eyes
its killing me, its killing me, its killing me
THIS FRAGILE LAUGHTER IS KILLING ME
[ Withered (A Goodbye) Lyrics ]