Just Went Black

To kill myself just to feel alive again
to plunge down into hell to feel heavenly once
to starve myself to death just to feel full once
to tear myself apart to pieces to feel whole once
not one step closer to forgiving
just going on and passing each of the nine circles
closer to death itself
"it?s over" she whispered gravely
and again the worms left their caves
to eat me from the inside
eat up every single emotion
and let me fall again
dragging me with you
die for me, die in me
let your death
be my birth again
not one step closer
just going on
and passing each of the nine circles
closer to death itself
and it?s dragging me with you
[ Once Lyrics ]