Golgotha

Inert
They round and round around me
Just like
A merry-go-round
Of dark sadness
The shadows
The shadows
The shadows
The shadows
Of dark Sadness
The shadows
The shadows
The shadows
The shadows...
They don't want me
To continue
My pilgrimage
To leave my search
The want me to nest
In my own body
To see they've multiply
They want me to stay
With them forever
To believe that there is nothing more
They want me to desist
From my existence
To kill off my life
They sleep in me
And I'm being
To suffer
A vast pain
They throw theirselves
Inside of me
And my faith falls down like rain
They go across my soul
And knife me like thin ice blades
And I feel
As my
Conciousness
Fades away
And as the light
That inhabits inside of me goes out
They go across my soul
As if they root my nervous out
And I feel as my life is consumed
And the hell, which is in me, burns
But I see in front of me
And I have a presentiment
Of something pure
Calling me
Then I know
That the right way
Is learning from my mistakes?
And beggining stronger again
They my hope appears again
As powerful as a thunder
And making the earth shiver
It destroys the prison
That holds me back
Stopping the shadows
Of my past from going away
Chaining them forever
In a stemmed corner of my soul