Golgotha

Cast into somewhere or anywhere
Another way to spend bit more of my life
Dreams turn reality or is this reality??
Black and white squares fills all dimensions
Or maybe it's just a dream
There's no way to wake up
Just a stain in this monochromatic space
Where the only difference it's me
My own silouette is the way between
None or one, truth or lie, black or...
There is no night nor day
Where's up or down, left or right??
How many time have I been here
How long will I be??
My own silouette is the way between
None or one, truth or lie, black or... white
*Someone by my side which I can only feel
Some kind of voice inside of me
Altering all my environment
But I'm my own environment
Someday I'll make the black queen to explain me
Why this tower's movement, for a true king [king king]
Is this reality or it's just a dream?
Or is it infinity?? I'm near to get one of these
Foretold madness attack
If I can change my environment, I can scape
I can scape
Is there any reason to live all of this??
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My own silouette is the way between
Live or death, love or hate, beginning or end
I can't feel the wind, there's no heat or cold, fire or ice
How did I arrive here??
Can I ask myself why a life, why a love, why an end??
Dwelling in the deepnedd of a three-d chess
Am I the winner or loser??
I can't put myself in check mate!! [mate mate!!]