Disbelief

When I look
My face behind
Cannot hide
My soul is screaming
Like a dog
Whine I through life
My part is leaving
I survive - I survive
Let me in
Inside the room
The room where I
I'm screaming
To be not here
I'm feel alone
Where is the new beginning?
I survive - I survive
When I look behind
There are scars, they're screaming
All this discord in life
And I'll survive
Be my own God
That's all I want
Together as one