Disbelief

on my way, stand and fall
it's like a black deep hole
in which i see now
take a look at me
i'm the lying one
the one who asks, why me?
i'm lying again, again...
i wake up
wake up from
nightmare, these lies i'm living
one time weak, one time strong
tortures, vitality i'm giving away
once it comes, once it goes
at any time it's a cause
why can't i change it?
i look forwards and see
i will stop it, now!
the only chance for me just to
survive, to survive
i wake up
wake up from
nightmare, these lies i'm living
one time weak, one time strong
tortures, vitality i'm giving