A Life Once Lost

First in line
To cash in on what I created
Last in line
To beat the dead horse
I try and try
But who cares at the end of the day
I figure that you only wanted to make me feel this way
So that you can feel better about yourself
I will dance across the floor
I'm pointing fingers and laughing
Because you can't destroy me
Second best
I had nothing more to give
Is it safe to say that none of this mattered anyway