Antonamasia

I never knew your love was just a love impure, disguised by lust
The bitter thought you led to die would never stay untrue, a lie
Forgiving self to you was less
This child, this time, this life, this mess
When giving up held so much pain
I see the world youre seeing, I feel the pain your feeling
Never thrown, never owned, never leave me, kill me, heal me
I cant see past whats haunting me, scared my eyes refuse to see
Fear it grows and I know, the face that stares through fabled truth wont show
Falling from a time to be, awaiting stares from you to me
Flinch at every move you make, my trust was never yours to take
The wasted time you spent with me
My only childhood memories
Stained with blood my scars wont lie
Within my soul.. Within my mind
I see the world youre seeing, I feel the pain your feeling
Never thrown, never owned, never leave me, kill me, heal me
I cant see past whats haunting me, scared my eyes refuse to see
Fear it grows and I know, the face that stares through fabled truth
Your jaded eyes, inside my mind
You seem to think youre overreacting
Im seeking attention you dont know a thing about me
Hate to compare your care with abuse
Emotions defused, let me see if you can judge me
I see the world youre seeing, I feel the pain your feeling
Never thrown, never owned, enver leave my, kill me, heal me
I cant see past whats haunting me, scared my eyes refuse to see
Fear it grows and I know, the face that stares through fabled truth wont show
[ Shatter Lyrics ]