Antonamasia

I stand stagnant and alone, bitter to the bone
Dismay is my own friend, I carry home again
Flee me, love me, abandon what it is you gave me
Hate me, let me, never knowing what you saw in me
Impossible to live within this mind of shattered dreams
Impossible to love when I cant see past my scene
Plays again in my own head, storys left inside me said
(Cut you down but you wont hurt, crush the crave Im drawn to)
Flee me, (kill me), love me, (leave me), take my woeful heart and bleed me
Hate me, (need me), let me, (be me), bring this sorrow home and give me peace
At first, the thought to end invites its only friend
The sickness of a heart that tears this life apart
Impossible to live within this mind of shattered dreams
Impossible to love when I cant see past my scene
Plays again in my own head, storys left inside me said
(Cut you down but you wont hurt, crush the crave Im gone)
I find I do not know you or even know myself
Nothing Ive kept sacred has helped me fight this hell
I wanna feel you inside, I want to keep you (I want to hide)
Impossible to live within this mind of shattered dreams
Impossible to love when I cant see past my scene
Plays again in my own head, storys left inside me
(Cut you down but you wont hurt, crush the crave Im gone)
[ Gone Lyrics ]