Across Five Aprils

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then youve walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But well never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where wed be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like youd never let it go?
Remember, cause thats all you can do.
Well never make another memory,
Well never make another memory.
I wish Id have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldnt have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I dont share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
Im sorry that it wasnt enough.
So, well go our own ways,
And hopefully youll remember the things Ive told you,
Hopefully youll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess Ive learned from it.
But arent you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I dont consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didnt end this way,
Cause Im still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like youd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where wed be a year from now?
[ A Year From Now Lyrics ]