Across Five Aprils

Trading 19 years for 19 minutes (following the trends).
Clinging with empty fists your falling in it (this cycle never ends).
Wanting to not want this yet living out tomorrows regret.
Regretting to not forget the stuff that comes with it
but you're feeling so special I bet.
Why are you so proud that you took.
Away this gift from the one she'll care for?