Carnal Forge

Im drifting through life without any goals
Blindfolded fool, in my heart theres a hole
Ive looked everywhere but I cant find the real me
The righteous one, the one I always wanted to be
In my dreams Im all covered in blood
Beaten to death, lying in the mud
If I died tonight it would be such a relief
My soul would finally be free
To a blood-filled sky or down below, thats where I belong
For I have lied, and I have sinned and I have killed your dream
Sleepless nights turn into years
Decades of despair
All hope is gone since years ago
Almighty god bring me home
Unconscious for the last time in my life
I hate it! Time to lie down and die
Let the darkness take me home
A beautiful end of my totally wasted life
To a blood-filled sky or down below, thats where I belong
For I have lied, and I have sinned and I have killed your dream
Sleepless nights turn into years
Decades of despair
All hope is gone since years ago
Almighty god bring me home
[ Decades Of Despair Lyrics ]