Carnal Forge

Im Alone in the darkness
Now, I dont know what it was I thought Id find
The cuts are getting deeper but still it wont bleed
Im lost within this: disbelieve
Confusion...
...still my hatred is clear,
When the pain is gone there will be nothing to fear
Choking on life but still I dont care
Im a nuclear reaction
of devastation
Im At war with myself
Ripping the life right out of me
Im losing my grip
My fear turns into anger
Im losing my grip
Realize Im not one of the dead
No use in running away, demolition is here
As everything comes to an end my self hate takes control
From myself, within myself
My demons overtake my soul
Kill me now, let me go
The darkness will follow where ever I will go
Im losing my grip
My fear turns into anger
Im losing my grip
Realize Im not one of the dead
Feel the life force leaving me
Body numb, I cannot feel
(Mortality)
Tear apart my rotting senses
No longer alive
Drowning in quicksand
I have no choice but to swallow and drown
Time is slowing down there is no air to breath
Im lost within myself
...Confusion:
Nothings clouding my mind
When the pain is gone there will be nothing to fear
choking on life but still I dont care
Im self mutilation
A devastation
Im at war with myself...
Im losing my grip
My fear turns into anger
Im losing my grip
Realize Im not one of the dead
................not one the dead!
[ Numb (The Dead) Lyrics ]