Bushwick Bill

[Verse 1:]
Every now and then I stop to think about my life
Wonderin if it?s even worth this stressin tryin to strive
All I ever do is get high everyday
Even fuck my girl then I sleep the rest away
I rarely comes out before night I aint employed
Why should I wake up early in the muthafuckin morning
All Imma do is smoke a sack of green
And throw 2 or 3 rocks at the penitentiary
No one seems concerned about my world beein
It seems my lifes already ended thats why Im spendin
So much time in the 5th ward high as a kite
Its too late for me to try to live my life right
Shit, if I should die today who would really care?
If I should die today who would come and stare?
If I should die today who would carry me?
On my last day above dirt and who would bury me?
Damn...!!
How will I die?
-Homie only God knows
How long will I live?
-Homie only God knows
How will I die?
-Homie only God knows
How long will I live?
Tell me...damn...!!
[Verse 2:]
What is life and just how long will it last?
Will you be happy and satisfied when youve passed?
Will you die young or old and wise?
If you face your killer will there be tears in your eyes?
Will you holler and backscream and crawl?
Will you die like a bitch or stand tall thru it all?
Will you fight if youre givin the chance?
Or will you ball up like a baby and shit in your pants?
Damn..!
Well never know until its your time Loc
Youll never know what you gon do until that ass get smoked
So you can miss me with that tough man trash
Until youre layin in the streets with hollow tips in that ass
Hot metal to the dome couldnt take me away
Im talkin point blank range and Im still here today
Nobody knows the troubles Ive seen
When I lay my head to rest now who could answer me?
How will I die?
-Homie only God knows
How long will I live?
-Homie only God knows
How will I die?
-Homie only God knows
How long will I live?
Tell me...tell me...
[Verse 3:]
Im in so much pain it hurts my heart to wake up
Ive done lost my sense of gain I feel about to brake up
Stress is eatin and my mind is playin tricks again
Its tellin me that I aint shit
Its tellin me to quit
In ones words: when I stop to think a kind of agree
Even with one good eye my futures hard to see
The end is rushin at me homie shit I damned it down
I tries to duck I tries to hide but shit I just cant run
Its like Im trapped inside this world of mines and just cant win
Im overcomed by suicidal thoughts but damned thats sin
I need my momma cause shed be always there by my side
To help me out when I aint strong enough to make the right
If I die who would teach my sons right from wrong?
If I die who would teach my sons to stand strong?
If I die who would teach em nuthin comes for free?
I cant die cause wont nobody teach em shit but me
Damn...!!
How will I die?
-Homie only God knows
How long will I live?
-Homie only God knows
How will I die?
-Homie only God knows
How long will I live?
How will I die?
-Homie only God knows
How long will I live?
-Homie only God knows
How will I die?
-Homie only God knows
How long will I live?
Tell me...
[ Only God Knows Lyrics ]