Evanescence

I've been believing
In something so distant
As if I was human
And I've been denying
This feeling of hopelessness
In me, in me
All the promises I made
Just to let you down
You believed in me but I'm broken
I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We've been falling for all this time
And now, I'm lost in paradise
As much as I like
Nor to exist, it still does
And as much as I like