Terminal Choice

there's a secret inside your mind you don't want to tell it to someone else
you feel a shamed, you feel a shamed of what has happened in your past
you can't stand any kind of tenderness
your heart is like stone
but you wish you could love someone some time
there's a pain in every kiss you get
a secret nightmare in your bed
you hate every touch on you
no way out what can you do
you try to fight the pain inside
you try find a way to hide
the bleeding is over from every man
you don't want a relation again
sometimes you wish you could see him again
you want to look into his eyes
and ask him why
WHY ME?! WHY ME?! WHY ME?
but you know you only feel hate and depression for this fucking bastards
you wish he would be dead
WHY ME?! WHY ME?!
there's a pain in every kiss you get
a secret nightmare in your bed
you hate every touch on you
no way out what can you do
you try to fight the pain inside
you try find a way to hide
the bleeding is over from every man
you don't want a relation again
WHY ME?!