Vandals

Oh, I am crushed. And I am devistated.
And contemplating suicide but I dont have the nerve.<a href="http://www.testimania.com/">Testi Canzoni</a>
And whats the rush? It all should end real soon.
And so Ill just keep waiting and Ill listen to them say,
"Youve got your life in front you," and so I must reply.
That is just more bad new cuz Id really rateher die.
Than limp around in agony, reliving all the tragedies and face another day.
Oh I am crushed. And I am devistated.
And its something I cant name and it aint going away soon.
Ive learned so much. And I cannot explian it.
It seems like theres a purpose but I still dont understand.
But thats my luck. So Ill just wait in pain.
And though it doesnt help I have to listen to them say,
"keep looking on the bright side," but that just hurts my eyes.
And if you really cared then you would simply let me die.
And leave here with some dignity but it just keeps on making me face another day.
Oh I am crushed. And I am devistated.
And its something I cant name and it aint going away soon.
[ I Am Crushed Lyrics ]