Stabbing Westward

Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out
Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am
Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head
This is the best thing I can do
Why is it me instead of you
(I come down)
Now this is real
I can't go back, caught up with everything here tonight
Going to fuck myself up