Private Line

I wouldn't mind if I were to die this morning
I wouldn't care if the sky fell down on me
The tide has turned, what did I learn?
I burned out but somehow did survive
Felt weak, yet I stayed alive
Now I find it so damn hard to keep on breathing
And I find it so damn hard to make it through to the other side
Still everytime I've tried to change
The world has brought me down
And she said: "Anyway", she said "Anway"
I couldn't find what I have been searching
I couldn't bear such a burden in my hand