To Die For

So much has changed
since the last time we met
dreams turned to ashes
in the bonfire of regret
the bringer of misfortune
the other one inside me
has finally taken over
the one with sanity
nothing else but trouble
nothing left to gain
all I want is painless end
to conclude this endless pain
tomorrow the unknown
awakens me from dreaming
tells me there no smile
that really has a meaning