Mind.in.a.box

Now I look back from far away
Thinking of that pivotal day
Back when I did not want to heed
Signs that were just there to read
Yet I do not know what to say
After so long I've not felt okay
But back then I felt like I could
Do anything that fit my mood
It was then when I did not see
That all the things you do can be
The source of so much loss and pain
Where you think only of your gain
Back when there was nothing else
Too blind to see my cap and bells