Kamchatka

It leaves a sou taste in my mouth,
looking back at me.
That one can be so full of doubt
in one's will to be.
Where did I go wrong
to end up where I was yesterday?
Have I been lost too long
to ever find my way?
Breathe in, breathe out.
Leave all that behind.
So simple, yet so hard,
to free me of me.
So much I wish I could undo.
I've stayed alive on the hope
that one day life will be through
rubbing my nose in it.
Where did I go wrong
to end up where I was yesterday?
Have I been lost too long
to ever find my way?
Breathe in, Breathe out.
Leave all that behind.
So simple, yet so hard,
to free me of me.