Room Eleven

My visions escape
As I try to open my eyes
They close again
Are looking for a reason to start this day
But nothing seems to matter enough
Everything is heavy
Am I still alive?
I'm listening to people start their day
But it doesn't feel like my day at all
And then I hear you song
Touches me the right way
Embraces me
Listening to your song
Awakes me
Staring at squares all day
With places I've never been
Hoping for a blackout to save me
But electricity keeps flowing and I surrender