Blue Stahli

I feel it right at the heart of me
and it grips me physically
Dragging down so far below
And it’s a violent vertigo
Digging it in like a parasite
Feeding off what I keep inside
Manifest when I’m throwing trust
To the cold and the nebulous
Something’s changing
Re-arranging me
Just beginning
my own surgery
i’ll cut away everything
And tear away everything
Confining
Defining
i’ll cut away everything
And tear away everything
And i’ll escape myself