State Of Shock

My mistakes are
The empty promises
That I've made so far
I never wanted this
I wanted you, but felt like a fool
I don't blame you
I'd hate me too
I wish I woulda wowed you
I should have been so proud to
I coulda had one, but I had to have two
I was the king who had his queen
Until the day I threw it away
I guess that's it
The broken aftermath
Sure hurts when it hits