Mind.in.a.box

You float in a million lights,
but the one you seek is not there.
you fight in a million fights,
but it's yourself you cannot bear.
you think you are a leader,
but you turn everyone away.
you think you are a preacher,
but you can't turn night into day.
there is something inside of me,
and I know that it's growing.
the thing that will forever be,
and I feel its shadow calling.
it is the fear that drives you mad.
it is the fear that makes you blind.
it is the fear that keeps you sad.
it is the fear that kills your mind.
you think you can make things grow,