Millionaire

Im sorry that I had to go out on my own investigation
if only I had known it would cause this separation,
stupid of me, to behave like I was free,
for the taking, please dont forsake me
if only I could make her, feel a little better
take away these ugly thoughts,
exorcise the demons that I brought
I must find, a state of mind, that deals with the temptation,
I know Im gonna find, a way to rise above her expectations
of me and all that I could be, dedication in a relation,
is more then any flirt
Im cleaning up the dirt, Im gonna steal those haunted
dreams, lift us up to something more supreme
I always thought it would be easy,
wed see it and feel it,
but nothing is less true,
as tears tell
its hardcore and painful
[ Ballad Of Pure Thought Lyrics ]