Invictus

Since the mournful day she died
Ive committed no crime
Im living with my black heart
Huddled up like a child
Gold dust underneath my feet
Ill reach Heavens gates
Im living by the black light
I sense the smell of blood
I remember her dress of blood
My face drowning in there
Just screaming in the black night
Praying not to be there
Heartache, pain - all that remain
Its raining in my heart
I can still hear their sad barks
Of the dogs of hell
[Chorus]
I cant turn around
Deaths ghost is behind
I cant go away
I need to cast off my bonds
I cant live
I can play
By the Devils rules
But I cant like a game
When the dice are loaded
By a sadistic cheater
I can play with madness
But I cant bring her back
Back to life...
My heart spills out all over the floor
I dont want to live anymore
I only stay in the dark
I cry every blessed day
I wont say that Im innocent
But Ive paid for my crimes
I have explored my dark side
Im very close to death.
[ Since The Day Lyrics ]