Seventh Wonder

I am taking the long way home
I really messed up and I'm late again
And my belly aches from fear
How, when and where?
How can keys just disappear?
I would die to have them here again...
All the luck in the world, strength and magic
Is not enough for a fate so tragic
Every piece of that heart
afraid to go in just to fall apart
On a rainy day
Home is where you're feeling safe
And where you always feel OK to stay
And a lovely day you'll be on your way
To build this perfect family
Now do you think that's gonna happen, to me?
I am taking the long way
And I walk real slow
And I don't mind that it's raining
Because then the tears won't seem to show