Courtney Love

dear god, i'm writing this letter to you,
cause i don't have a clue, can you help me?
i'm sitting here, simply trying to figure out,
what my life's all about, can you tell me?
i never wanted to be, the person you see,
can you tell me who i am?
i always wanted to die, but you kept me here alive,
can you tell me who i am?
i lie awake conducting this symphony,
that you have gifted to me, i can't ever sleep,
don't get mad, but i get weak inside,
and i start to fall apart, cause i feel nothing,
i never wanted to be, some kind of comic relief,
please, show me who i am,
i've been tortured and scorned, since the that i was born,