Ayo

I know I should be more grateful
Grateful for everything I have
And I know I should be less downfall
But unfortunately I am just human
I'm in a big hole surrounded by fear
I'm in a deep dark hole
Deep enough for me to disappear
But should I go
If earth the only place I know
All I know is I don't want this anymore
Livin' out life without nowhere
What a distant is searching for
There are days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are days where I wish I would be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead