Purple Fog Side

my strange and desperate fear
seems colder than the ice
it feels to me unclear (deep in my soul)
i'm holding it inside of me
that fear of sickest nightmares
that fear of coldest grimmest thoughts
illusions getting brighter
it's my attempt to go outside
this dirty jail
deep enough and strong enough to dwell
wet enough but hotter than the hell
keeping fear within
going far from reality
i am going to be
your scream
your fatality
keeping fear within
to predict the eternal fall
i'm supposing to live
this life
but without a soul
that strange and ugly secret
i'm scared of keeping it
it seems for me like ticket (deep in my soul)
to everlasting dreams
that ticket to my nightmares
that ticket to my grimmest thoughts
illusions getting brighter
it's my attempt to go outside
this dirty jail
deep enough and strong enough to dwell
wet enough but hotter than the hell