Beloved

Now I know it isn't easy
The things I've put you through, I have no right to do
You try so very hard to please me but I'm remote from you
So rarely close to you
You've got me thinking for the first time
About the things I've said and done
Now I see things much more clearly
Feels like the change must surely come
It's not as if I couldn't realize
I was hurting you, soul-searching you
Sensing your bravery, feeling unsavory most of the time
Well have I been so blind?
You've got me thinking for the first time
About the things I've said and done
And now I see things much more clearly
Feels like the change must surely come
Well you've no reason for believing
But I'm tired of all this self-deceiving
You've got me thinking for the first time
About the things I've said and done
Now I see things much more clearly
Feels like the change must surely come
You've got me thinking for the first time
About the things I've said and done
Now I see things much more clearly
Feels like the future has begun