Dionysus

I may be moving on without any sign of what's below the surface
I may pretend that everything is in order
but It's just an illusion
I may just walk on by like nothing is wrong
I might say that it's all right
but I can never fool myself in this matter
Cause inside it's aching
I walk alone here in the center of my life
it felt so good to be all free
but I never wanted it to be forever
I could walk on fire
to hear you whisper that you want me in your life
I could walk on fire
cause I surrender to feel the magic once again
I thought that I could be so strong on my own
Without obligations
but there's a hunger that I can't look away from
no matter
I never thought that I would ever feel the need
in the name of desperation
but I have learned that there is nothing in this world that can
be certainly for sure even if you play by the rules all the way