System Syn

I take nothing from this
I walk away holding air
Just barely in my lungs
Aspirating blood from choking on these memories of fantasies
that there will be a light for me
There will be no light in this hollow
There will be no voice for me to follow
Past the damage and regret
Past the fire I could not set
To tell myself that Im alive
Give me a reason to survive
What does it matter now
If this will ever happen
Tell me you even care
That I have sunk so low
What does it matter now
If I wont live to see this
Why would you even care
When Im not there to burden you with guilt
What does it matter now
What does it matter now
What does it matter now
What does it matter now
Tracing veins upon my skin
And holding in my every scream to just a whisper
Choked back to just a ghost of a real emotion
And everythings inside
Boiling just behind my eyes
Everythings inside
Boiling just behind my eyes
But theyre too dry to open
And youre too blind to notice
But what does it matter now
What does it matter now
What does it matter now
If this will ever happen
Tell me you even care
That I have sunk so low
What does it matter now
If I wont live to see this
Why would you even care
When Im not there to burden you with guilt
What does it matter now
What does it matter now
What does it matter now
What does it matter now
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