Heaven Below

Still I count the days and nights
Since I survived
This lonely abyss is the place
I've learned to hide
But the memories conflict with
The story I keep in my mind
Then reality comes over me
Like darkness to blind
I can't live without your love
And I can't die
Still I'm standing in the rain
When daylight dies
I've fallen for tomorrow
For centuries I have stayed
I've tried to believe but my eyes
Give me away
It's like you opened up a door
To a world I've never known
A funeral for a friend
Then I awake and I come
Back to life
It kills me over and over again
I can't live without your love
And I can't die
Still I'm standing in the rain
When daylight dies
And so I shield myself from the sun
I crawl away, away from everyone
Maybe it's time I said goodbye
I have suffered for the truth
While others laughed when they lied
I've even contemplated suicide
But I won't leave you here
I'm not afraid to die
But I can't live without your love
And I can't die
Still I'm standing in the rain
When daylight dies
How long is this life
How long is this life......