D'espairsray

NO PAIN NO GAIN when you believe, you're betrayed
NO PAIN NO GAIN when you give, you have taken away
ALL FAKE ALL LIE those sacrificed aren't to be pitied
ALL FAKE ALL LIE they're just the foolish ones.
I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
Don't wanna get hurt, so again I taint another with despair.
if there's a light to show me the way,
I could easilly discard
the tattered love, the dead people, the wounds of the past
afraid of the weakness we all hide,
I want you, I hurt you and I struggle.
NO PAIN NO GAIN I've made up my mind to die so many times.
NO PAIN NO GAIN and all that's come of it are more and more ugly scars.
I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
Maybe I'm just looking for someone to "take nest" in my heart.
I can no longer keep running away.
Even if I'm put down
by their wants, their hidden desires, their traps, their jeers.
everytime I get near the answer,
I'm run through by the red wounds, the black lies, the white memory.
oh filthy hypocrites I brush by in this dead world
do you hear the screams of my anguish, my hatred?
I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
I miserably came to feel, "Is this reality?"
If I felt no pain
could easilly discard
the tattered love, the dead people, the wounds of the past
afraid of the weakness we all hide,
I want you, I hurt you
From that day I took you in my arms,
I've tragically made you into a lie
and now when we pass each other by
I lost sight of the glimmer we once both saw.