Saliva

It's been a long time since you were here
And I cannot erase what seems so clear
And I cannot hide from you no more
I've closed another door
And I'm not gonna hide from you this time
I wanna look you in the eye
Is the sun gonna shine throughout the
Windows of these haunted rooms?
Will I have to die to find out
If I can ever be with you?
It's been a long time since you've been gone
And I can't figure out just what went wrong
But I'm not gonna lie to myself no more
I've opened another door
And I'm not gonna hide from you this time
I wanna look you in the eye